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Hypocrite:a person who professes beliefs and opinions that he or she does not hold in order to conceal his or her real feelings or motives

You can find the good in anybody if you just give them a chance, benefit of the doubt. Sometimes people disappoint you, sometimes they surprise you, but you never really get to know them until you listen for what's in their heart. that's what we should do. so for all you skeptics out there. prepare to be surprised.

Happiness comes in many forms.
In the company of good friends,
in the feeling you get when you make someone else’s dreams come true,or in a promise of hope renewed.
It’s ok to let yourself be happy,
because you never know how great that happiness might be.
...Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life,
that you expect it to always be there,
because you can’t remember a time in your life when it wasn’t.
But then one day you feel something else.
Something that feels wrong only because it’s so unfamiliar,
and in that moment you realize you’re happy

lifes a lesson, class is in session.

The old man shuffled slowly into the restaurant. With head tilted, and shoulders bent forward, he leaned on his trusty cane with each unhurried step. His tattered cloth jacket, patched trousers, worn out shoes, and warm personality made him stand out from the usual Saturday morning breakfast crowd. Unforgettable were his pale blue eyes that sparkled like diamonds, large rosy cheeks, and thin lips held in a tight, steady smile.

He stopped, turned with his whole body, and winked at a little girl seated by the door. She flashed a big grin right back at him. A young waitress named Mary watched him shuffle toward a table by the window. Mary ran over to him, and said, "Here, Sir. Let me give you a hand with that chair."

Without saying a word, he smiled and nodded a thank you. She pulled the chair away from the table. Steadying him with one arm, she helped him move in front of the chair, and get comfortably seated. Then she scooted the table up close to him, and leaned his cane against the table where he could reach it.

In a soft, clear voice he said, "Thank you, Miss. And bless you for your kind gestures." "You're welcome, Sir." She replied. "And my name is Mary. I'll be back in a moment, and if you need anything at all in the mean time, just wave at me!"

After he had finished a hearty meal of pancakes, bacon, and hot lemon tea, Mary brought him the change from his ticket. He left it lay. She helped him up from his chair, and out from behind the table. She handed him his cane, and walked with him to the front door. Holding the door open for him, she said, "Come back and see us, Sir!" He turned with his whole body, winked a smile, and nodded a thank you. "You are very kind." he said softly.

When Mary went to clean his table, she almost fainted. Under his plate she found a business card, and a note scribbled on a napkin. Under the napkin was a one hundred dollar bill. The note on the napkin read...
"Dear Mary, I respect you very much, and you respect yourself too. It shows by the way you treat others. You have found the secret of happiness. Your kind gestures will shine through those who meet you."

The man she had waited on was the owner of the restaurant where she worked. This was the first time that she, or any of his employees had ever seen him in person

blank memories.

certain things, with certain people change so quick.
one thing is said, or done.. and it's changed.
you go from being good friends where nothing could possibly get in the way.
but it does.

i couldn't give to shits what you do now.

GFS.

public holiday rates

i love working on public holidays, double time n a half haha whoop.

so i was watching one tree hill(SEASON 8) last night, it's pretty good. One of the few good shows still around these days...

I was planning on going to the movies tomorrow but cause i don't get payed weekly i dont have enough money too!! which is shitty.

I laugh because Collingwood players have been accused of raping people the day after the win the grandfinal.. gooood collingwood.

anyways, i might do somthing constructive with the rest of my night, like read a book.

CYAAAAAAA.

live life with no regrets.

Yeah, it's a picture, what of it, it happened, and i dont regret it.

Holidays week 1 has been aight, 2 grand finals is a bit fcked but ay, saints shoulda won the first time but nooooooooooooo! stupid AFL has to replay the next week.

Things are good atm.. Not many complications if any.. Qld soon :D :D how i've missed Qld haha..

Anyways tonight/today was the first daylight savings day on the calander, it was so shitty waking up so early for work this morning but after 7.5 hours(which felt like 100) i just chilled for the rest of the day.

"Somone once said that everything happens for a reason, wanna know who said that? you said that"

HolLis Outtt!!

8/9/10

dear pa;

the first thing i thought about when i woke up was you pops, 2 years has gone so quick, you got no idea. i wish you were still here, and so does everyone. I really wish i could just pick up the phone and call you, but it's not that simple anymore.. We went out to visit you and nan this afternoon.. the entire time i was looking up, looking for you in the sky. I can't believe its been 2 years since we were all in that room at the hospital, that image has stuck in my mind. the time was exactly 6:21pm. that was the longest night of my life. I'm sitting here right now listening to music, thinking of you, and wondering would life be any different if you were still here or not. Everyone misses you and nan both so much. I did a speech as a candidate as Mackillop house captain, i did my best, we find out tomorrow who gets it. I know you'd be so proud if i got it. Cricket starts soon, I'll never forget that day out at Thurgoona when you and nan came to watch me play, i hit a 4 right where you were sitting, you both being there gave me extra motivation to try and do good. This year in my cricket i want to better my performance from last year, i want to achieve the best that i possibly can, it'll all be for you, every wicket i take, every run i make it will be for you. I start year 12 soon, that should be interesting, and then I'm free to take on the world.

if only i could tell you all of this in person.

I love you pa !

PAST

I WANT TO LET GO!

this is just fucked up, im sick of it.